We Interrupt This Blog...

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New Post

This is a new post to attempt to save my blog.

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New Layout!

What do you think? I think it's purdy. I like the fairy. ^^

I still don't like the fact that I can't have comments, but at least I have a tagboard. I expect you all to use it. I will be very disappointed, and also forced to go back to a BORING layout, if you do not use it. *glares menacingly*

Okay...I have nothing to talk about and nothing to do. I'm probably just going to go to bed, seeing as how I have to work ALL DAY LONG tomorrow.

I can't wait until the 4th of July!

I Want Roast Beef

I suddenly got this random craving for roast beef. I don't know why - I wasn't even thinking about food. But suddenly I'm like, "I want some roast beef!" I like it when my mom or my grandma makes it in the crock pot, with carrots and onions and potatoes. Yeah, that's the best. Maybe I'll ask Mom to make it sometime.

Anyway, that was not the purpose of this post - to talk about roast beef. Technically, this post has not purpose, which is why roast beef wasn't the purpose.

I'm just bored and I ate jellybeans so I can't go to sleep at the moment. You know, too much sugar and all. Though I really DO need to go to bed, because the last two nights I've been short-changed on sleep (my fault) so I need to get decent rest tonight.

We're going on a picnic tomorrow! I'm so excited, I've been wanting to go on a picnic for AGES. We're going to a park in Fredericksburg where some friends of ours' grandpa is playing with the band he's in. They're really good. So we'll have good music to listen to, besides having good food to eat. Ha, two of my favorite things, both at one time! Maybe we'll play some Frisbee, too - that would make it even better!

Wow, I'm definitely over-tired and over-sugared-up.

And hungry.

I want some roast beef.

I Think I Am Going Crazy

WARNING: Yet another stupid, venting, "I-am-so-lonely," feeling sorry for myself update. You have been forewarned.



What is WRONG with me? I mean, we all know that I have already decided not to like anybody (guys, I mean, of course) right now because I simply don't need the added stress, what with work and school. I mean, this was a conscious and purposeful decision that I made. For the most part I have stuck to that decision.

So why am I sitting here feeling like I'm going to die of loneliness? Why am I IMing Chris, but feel like I'm the only one on the planet? Why do I want to drive all the way to Williamsburg just because of the cute waiter named Daniel at Outback (who, by the way, is one of the best-looking guys I have ever seen, and extremely nice, with an adorable smile and, according to the people I was there with, he liked me too - ok, done gushing).

I know God is in control, I know that He's working in His own time. I know I shouldn't go out with someone just because everyone else is doing it. I know that there is some guy out there for me. I know that I need to just wait on God's timing and it'll be worth it. I know all this.

But it doesn't make me feel better! I'm still so stinking lonely it's not even funny. I'm not angry or upset or anything really, just lonely. I guess it's hard not to be when it seems like everyone around you has someone. I just want someone special to talk to and hang out with. I just with a special guy would come along and sweep me off my feet. (I know I don't need that right now, but that doesn't mean I don't want it to happen.)

Sometimes I just get so impatient.

Grr...now I'm crying. This was a bad idea. I don't know if I'll even post this. Do I really want to put it out there for the whole world to see? Then again, why not? I've never had any secrets from the world before, why start now? But I still think it was a bad idea to even type all this stuff up. I should've just ignored it, maybe it would go away.

I think it's time for bed.

Going Somewhere?

Let me just start off by saying that the only reason I am even writing this right now is because Chris told me to. It's his fault. Blame him.

Okay, let's see what has happened since I last posted...

I had an absolute blast in PA. The wedding was great, Kristen's family is awesome. And I definitely think they should all come down here sometime. And no, I did not meet any cute boys (just thought I should note that since everyone at work, and even my parents asked me that).

Recently I have decided that I like manga. For one reason, it is one form of art that I can actually do - meaning I can actually draw it somewhat decently. For another reason, Rouroni Kenshin is awesome. Thirdly, Howl's Moving Castle. End of story. Manga is awesome.

Ditto for sudoku.

I've been working, but not hard. High school graduation where I live is this Friday night, though. So just about half of the girls I work with are taking Friday off, some are taking Saturday too. Which means more hours those days for me. I'm not complaining - school registration starts in a little over a month.

I have a story idea floating around in my head. It's just a matter of catching it and putting it down on paper.

You know I haven't been watching the news lately when a) I don't know there's a tropical storm, b) let alone that it's about to hit Florida TOMORROW, c) Let alone that it's named Alberto. Yeah, it was interesting when I found out tonight. Wish I were there.

Well...Tomorrow I'm going to Busch Gardens. Guess that's all for now...

Happy now, Chris? Now make Martin update his blog ;)