Ever cry and you don't know why?

I feel sad. I dunno. I miss my friends. I hate not having a social life. Well okay, so I have a social life, but it's online and over the phone. And work, you could count work. But I miss being able to go and hang out and do something with my friends.

I've been thinking lately, back over my life, and the last 5 years or so in particular. Everything that's happened, all the people I've known. The people that I haven't talked to in years. I still wonder how they're doing. Some I wonder if they're even alive anymore. That's the hardest part. I just want to know how he is, what he's doing with his life.

I don't know. I don't know what I'm trying to say. I just felt like writing.